Missing You

As I sit here by my window waiting for your call
I wonder if you acknowledge me at all
I gaze thru the glass staring at the sun
wondering why you want to run
My mind spins in a whirlwind of confusion
wondering what today will bring
I miss you
I don't feel your presence near
it's as if you are lost and full of fear
scared of what could be
between you and me
Scared of losing and the situation turning confusing...
My thoughts can sometimes be misleading, but with you I know it's real
because of the way you make me feel
I'm happy even when I'm sad
your love is intoxicating, suffocating, but yet alleviating
you take away my pain, and our time together is never mundane..
you take my breath away each and every day
which is what makes me say....
Please don't ever go astray..