Dichotomy

Slipping, sliding, can’t stop riding
Waves of self-control
Contradicting sympathies
Contemptuous smiles
Find the better
Are you superior?
Can’t find the justice
Hides in your subconscious
Losing my mind

Reap the reward
Sacrifice your morality
Small penalty
Keep your distance
Just fight it out

Lukewarm feelings
No direction
Losing control
Let go, no hope
Strengthen your resistance
Till the battle is won

Lost in the conflict
Eye of the avenger
An ambient silence
Missing again
And losing my mind